Update on the status of my well-being
So, this week at work was very stressful. But its over now. Today is St Patrick's Day. It is almost friday, and I can wear jeans tomorrow.
These are all reasons to be running through campus naked, singing at the top of my voice that I am the King of the World. But Im not. I think part of it is the fact that Im not in a show. Another part is the events of the earlier part of the year (chicks talkin' to Jesus). Both of these, and a couple others (irrepressible loneliness, coupled with a paradoxical feeling of seeing too much of people) lead to a huge feeling of.......emptiness. I should be happy in many ways, but somehow I dont really know how to feel.
Im fine though. After spring break, I bet Ill be tip top. The strangeness of no one being here is giving me a very funky demeanor.
1 Comments:
well I fucking HATE not being a show. Especially when my boyfriend leaves for rehearsal every night just to go kiss another woman. BLAHRG!
3/17/2005 02:25:00 PM
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