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Ah, if there is a problem I can have that a few hours spent talking to an actual clinical psychologist can't help, I haven't found it. This week was a tough one, with many arguments with God, arguments with myself, and surlyness directed outwards. Many thanks to catpants for listening to me rant on, and to lestat for our girltalk last night.

So, Cabaret finishes its run this weekend. I have to say, although Im looking forward to off time (again), Ill be sorry to see it go. Its a great show, and although I could happily maim some of the cast/crew, for the most part I love em. (I have said this like thirty times haven't I?)

Anyways, in other news. Next week is the ballgame (TWU night! Pioneer Pride! or whatever the hell we're supposed to say).Im both super excited to hang with catpants and e3, and also because Im a huge baseball fan. The feel of the crowd, the smell of the peanuts and beer (both new and used) and the delightful breeze when you sit in just the right spot are things that I only feel rarely, but are a cleansing salve to my introspective, weary soul.

And next weekend is payday! Huzzah! For my splurge this month, Im seriously considering going and getting another acoustic guitar. I left behind my old one (and I do mean OLD) when I moved out of "the church", as my former roommate dubbed our old house. I have my electric guitar (a fender knockoff), which is nice, but for those bluesy times when practice is all I feel like doing, I need the soothing sounds of a heart-warming, echoing acoustic. The song I posted in my last blog is a strumming acoustic song, and I cant wait to learn it. Plus, now that I have this much money (holding up fingers), I can really buy something reasonable, but cool. I dont know. Maybe I should get a hair cut and cut my losses. I dont know.

I love you all, loyal readers. I dont know if its my hangover, or my euphoria about friday, but to each of my loyal fans, I owe a big hug.